I don’t really enjoy birthdays, I just want to go unnoticed, and wished some people would leave me alone, but somehow someone knows and that leads to another and people make a big hooha out of birthdays.

When you grow older, birthdays are no longer special. It’s not because you’re growing older each year and the feeling of getting old creeps into you. It’s just that you don’t see anything special anymore. On a spiritual tone, how can you say Happy birthday when the moment a baby is born, he/she starts feeling a lot of emotions: sad, happy, fear, angry, tired. They are all born with the same underlying need, to achieve eternal happiness that does not exist in mortal world. I want to get out of this circle so badly, sometimes feelings can be overwhelming.

Life is hard, how can we not be kind? If I can’t be kind to someone I dislike, the least I can do is not to hurt him and leave him alone. Can I get out of this circle by doing these simple acts alone and not hurting people? I don't know but I hope I can.

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