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2001-11-29 ~ 8:01 p.m. ~ I'm beginning to see the light...
I don't know if you feel this way, but sometimes you think you were beginning to see some light, and you had a lot of hope, and then you walked closer to the light source, and then WHAM! Bang! The door closes in your face, and you're left in total darkness again, looking for another light source. All hopes gone, all dreams washed down the drain. You feel hurt and crippled to a certain extent. You crawl in darkness, trying to find a new light source, someone who will shine some light into your life and let you see a new direction; someone who gives you hope to dare to dream again; someone whom you imagine you can start a future with. You tell yourself, brace up, don't look back again, just move forward, hold your head up high, life will be better. Time will heal all wounds, you just have to move on. Sometimes it's easier said than done, especially when the person who's hurt is not you. But somehow I know deep down, I know I'll see the light someday. It will take some time to get over it, definitely, but surely, I'll reach the end of the tunnel someday, and that door will welcome me with open arms and not close shut in my face, crushing all my dreams and hopes.
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