Yesterday, they sent out a message saying that some Mayor from China is coming to visit our premises. It scared us and we were told the lifts will be shut off (for us) from 9 to 3. We were also not supposed to go to level 1-2 where the delegates were. During lunch, we’ll take the stairs and just avoid level 1-2 altogether. My boss, whose immune system isn’t as well as normal people took a day off today to stay at home. Although we never know if the mayor and his contingent are carriers of the virus, but I think we are all just cautious. From how I see it, the visit is just untimely.

I had to go to school yesterday evening and picked up information on my gown and sash. I’m still undecided if I want to go to the studio to get professional photos taken. I’m just not overly excited about this. Maybe I just didn’t feel special about graduating at all.

Yesterday as I sat in the bus on the way home, I thought about how little male influence I had in my life. My dad doesn’t really bother, he doesn’t know what I’m studying or whether I’m done with it or not. The 2 people who will be attending my graduation would be my mother and probably my auntie. I have not even asked my auntie if she’s free to come. So you can see I’m really not excited about this at all. It makes me feel very sad at that point to think of it, but I’m strong.

That must have bugged me a lot because I dreamt of all the male influences in my life. My ex, my lecturers…and why did my lecturer turned to a gay? That was shocking enough to wake me up. I had quite a little while to go back to sleep.

I have to find something to do today. I’m bored.

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