Nothing much happening on my side other than working. Things have changed so much, and will continue to do so at an alarming pace. Major restructuring changes and it only goes to reinforce one point that nothing is forever. I am thinking no matter how much I like my portfolio, if one day they call for a huge restructuring, I may have to give it up to another person. Who knows by November, what work will I eventually end up with.

I have a weird dream yesterday. It took place in a public swimming pool and I was asking a colleague to demonstrate how butterfly style looks like. But she demonstrated it badly, and I am not sure why the butterfly style looks more like a horse struggling in water. And the man of my dreams actually lifted me out of the water with one arm.

I received an email from an old time friend yesterday, she was getting married and was going to invite me to her wedding. It falls just after my surgery and I told her I will not be going as I would be going for surgery. I suggested to meet her for dinner before her wedding, to take the chance to catch up and congratulate her. I have not heard from her yet. I thought I would reacted it badly yesterday when I received news. Back in school, she was the last one to be romantically involved with someone, and when I bumped into her last year, she told me she was single. But how fast things change and now she is getting married and I am still single. I was very calm when I hear it, and in fact, I did not feel any sadness or sorry for myself. I was sure I would probably have reacted in a rather bad way months earlier, perhaps feeling lousy and thinking that something must be terribly wrong with me. I don¡¦t think my friend is materialistically driven, but I sure hope to hear from her soon even if I will not be turning up at her wedding.

Other than that, I have to say life is really good.

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