Anthony called me last Saturday after work to hear me out and calm my fears. To be truthful, I did not want to tell him at all because I felt too upset to talk about it and I did not want to be judged. He didn't judge me. He knew what I was upset about, went straight to it and help me think through it. There really isn't anything I can do about it other than letting it go - which is really probably the most difficult thing for me to do. Letting go. I know it isn't my fault, but I am just very disappointed that I was completely shut off from all communications, just like that.

Life just goes on. I have to.

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